It's just a normal, average Tuesday evening. I've had such a great day today. Nothing special happened - not really. But I've just been in such a good mood.
There's something that I've noticed - and that I treasure more than anything about this plan - and that is that every cycle, every cleanse I do, I find myself actually getting better. And by that I mean that I'm happy even when I'm not drinking - and even when it's an "off" day.
I think the greatest gift about this plan - well, besides the fact you can keep drinking because that's the whole point - is that you get back your sober life, too. You don't dread it. You don't worry about it. You don't want to hang yourself just because you might be 36 hours away from your next drink. To me, that is really such a gift because I know that for years - years - I could not be happy if I wasn't drinking. For me to be in such a good mood on an average Tuesday, an off-day to boot, is really miraculous. There's that word again. But it's true.