Another super fun weekend behind me! And my birthday coming up soon! Yay!!
But what I've been finding is - possibly because of this blog - I'm thinking about drinking a whole lot more than I want to lately. Well, I know I think about drinking more than most people do. Even in A.A. I think there's an unnatural amount of thinking about drinking that goes on.
But it's been worse the last couple of months because I want to keep the information flowing. The truth is - the research about addiction is endless. I'm not here to become a doctor. I'm here to make my life livable and as happy as possible. I've found something that works for me - that has solved an incredible problem I have. And I want to enjoy that.
But I also don't want to risk losing that or taking steps backwards because I'm constantly trying to woo people to my blog by writing every day or four times a week or whatever. This blog is always going to be here to help people who need it. I feel kind of zen about it. I'm sure I'm going to drop in now and again to share stories - there are even more journal entries from my first long cleanse that I wanted people to read. And I'll do that - but for now, I just want to get back into my normal life.
If you have any questions or comments, leave them or email me. I'd love to know if other people find cleansing a help to their drinking problems. Or ... just try it on your own and see. I hope it works! Talk soon, but ciao for now!